Finally

Finally. The JCT was a terrible disaster, especially the Bio paper. So what if I knew that it would be a difficult paper? It doesn't and won't make any difference. The Chem paper was a not-to-be-finished one. Didn't have time to complete, let alone check. The Physics and Maths paper were tiring and tough of course, and GP? Not meant to be passed.

Now that's everything is finally over, just keep my fingers crossed lor. KS's right- JCT is not about how you well you pass, its about how badly you fail. Haha.

Half of Last Week gone...

Ok. Today is already Wed, which means 4 more days to end of the hols. My goodness, time's really running out, and here I am still blogging about some trivial and unimportant stuff instead of mugging. I still have Chem and Bio totally untouched...and not to forget my GP homework also. No time liao lor.


Just a joke. Last nite i was recording the 9pm Channel 8 show. But somehow or other, the last part was recorded to become some Channel 5 World Cup News. The culprit? Yours truly, of course. I didn't realise I've set the channel wrongly, so this morning, my mum's 11am Channel 8 show, naturally became some Channel 5 sitcom. Haha. Blur. Ok, maybe not so funny afterall.


People who know me well may have heard this for dont know how many times, but I still must voice my anger and dissatisfaction. Its terribly dumb to have exams immediately after hols...blah blah blah. Haha. And I think the bio teachers are really cruel. They could have just set 1 qns on each topic and there we have to study for all near-20 chapters thoroughly, just to tackle that very minimal qns. Its not not-true, cos there are so few qns in a paper and so many things to be asked from all those chapters! Whatever, I don't care. If I can't finish, then I won't finish. I will not blame myself. Instead, I will blame the teachers. Haha. No lah, I won't blame anyone.


Tonight shall be the last episode for "Jewel in the Palace". Tomorrow night shall be the long-awaited "Armed Reactions IV". Yeah! Look forward to the theme song.

2 weeks gone...

Ok. Motivated by G, i shall post again. Haven't really been mugging leh, whether u choose to believe me or not. I still think its a lousy system to have exams or common tests immediately after the hols. Its really irritating to make the students feel guilty if they just idle their hols away. But too bad, despite my guilt, i've still done the latter.


Other than watching TV, going out and slacking, i really haven't done anything much. Yah, and I'm so proud to say that I'm only stuck by 1 Binomial & Poisson qns....thats because i only tried 1 qns lah. Haha. Serious. I don't fancy doing any more maths sums after being stuck at the very 1st qns. Naturally, I gave up. Maybe will try again on Mon? Maybe...


2 more weeks have past, which means 2 more weeks for revision. 4 subjects + GP...u think its do-able? Nah...

1 week gone...

Oh my goodness...1 week of hols gone and I haven't done anything constructive yet...What have I been doing all this week other than going out to school, shopping and some sports? None. Never mind, there are still 3 more weeks.


Oh and I've just seen viewed the Friendster profile of a guy in my CG...saw the many many friends he had...and the many many photos he have of himself only. Somehow he doesn't seem as popular among my CG people leh...such an irony.

SPA free

This morning had my last dose of SPA. I should have felt relaxed and 'lighter' now, but I'm not lor. All because of some dumb yeast and potato. I'm seriously very worried and uneased abt my ans, but too bad too late, whats done cannot be undone. Just hope that yeast contains catalase alright yah.


After that SPA was the PSC Psychometric test. Since I was sort of forewarned not to leak anything out, shan't say much yah, for me to know, and for some others to find out then. All I can say is those one-after-another series of tests can be quite deadly especially after your brain cells have been tortured and drained out after 1 night of SPA Revision. 314 Questions + approx 10 feedback questions and lots and lots of bubbles to shade...you try that! Oh, and for the 1st time in my life have I ever encounterd MCQs with more than 5 choices. I had 8 choices for 1 section and A-P (which makes it 10 choices) for another. Haha. No more telling.


Going back tmr morning for SCICO. Sian. You think I like to go back school? Nah. But the fact is we need to show something once school term starts again you see, its not as if I'd wish to go back during the 2nd and 3rd or 4th week of the hols yah. Its so hard to get everyone back. So what if I've done that? The lab may not be opened anyway...Whats up man?

Hols!

Today is the first day after the last day of school term. Wah, so the fast...Had a conversation with my cousin this morning, was terribly shocked to know that his school has finished teaching all the syllabus for all the subjects. Even for the options. Isn't it fast? To think we still have quite some bit of option part to teach while people can already proceed to revision once school starts. This really makes me wonder what our school's been doing...or rather what his school been doing...Never mind, lets not compare.

Sports carnival ended yesterday. Heard that Alpha was the overall champion. Isn't it sort of expected? Haha...they are always so good at all these events.

Oh yeah, I visited the Tampines Swimming Complex yesterday. Went home early yesterday, yearning for some good rest, but was dragged to swim by my sis. Not that bad actually, quite some improvements as compared to the previous layout...The slides were fun, if only they weren't in the baby pool, what a pity! Yah, I liked the mushroom and the "waterfall" too...could use some massage. Haha.

This hols...I look forward to only 2 days of going back to school and some nice bit of rest and slacking and shopping. Of course, will study for JCT, but probably not so soon. Whta's the point of studying so early when you have to study again eventually since everything will be forgotten by almost the end of the hols? I really don't believe in super-memory. Haha.

So many things...

I thought Sunday was the most perfect and fun-filled day, but I was wrong. Things happened so suddenly, it really caught me by not just surprise, but its mainly fear and shock. Its definitely very saddening to hear the news, he was so close to us, so much things to talk about. But now, no more. Saw him for almost the last time just now. Somehow I felt that the atmosphere didn't seem right. People weren't sad. Why? Not even his son lor... I really don't understand.

My mind now is simply too complicated and messy to write anymore things, though I do have a lot to say.

Things happened too fast. Hope such things never happen again.

Big Walk 06

Just came back from Big Walk with 2nd sis. It was fun, but now both my legs ache!

Anyway, the whole route was 10km, with a "turning point" at The Fullerton Hotel. Saw Yeh Hao and friends at somewhere there. We were stopped sometimes at the traffic lights by the road marshals. In a professional way, that broke our momentum. In a commoner way, those were opportunities for us to rest. It wasn't that tiring actually, cos the weather was extremely fine and you just keep walking and walking.

We reached National Stadium at 6.05am, way before road closes, started walking at 7.40am, and came back at around 9.30am. It was quite fast actually. We "paraded" past Suntec City, the Concourse, Keypoint, Esplanade, etc, on roads that are usually meant for cars and not us. Such a Poisson distribution. Haha.

Saw how the people snatched and I really mean SNATCHED for the free Anlene Yoghurt. Standing somewhere near, I was pushed many times by the yoghurt-hungry aunites and uncles. So un-glam. I mean them, not me. I don't eat yoghurt one...I hear those officials shouting to those snatchers: "Don't snatch, if you snatch, we won't give. Don't push, please queue, this is Singapore..." Precisely, this is Sinagpore, thats why people are doing that. Its only yoghurt lah. Maybe one day they can become potential snatch-thieves, since they are so pro at snatching. Haha. No offense.

Will I participate again next year? Maybe. See if there's anybody free to accompany me lor. Haha.

Last day

Thats my hand. Haha. With gloves on, thats why no fingerprints, no nothing.

3 days...over liao. Learnt a lot? Maybe. Most of the time we were doing computer stuff, like using some funny funny programs, which my PC will never install. Was kind of disappointed as I had expected more of lab work and less of computing lesson, but apparently, its the opposite.

I thought that perhaps the experience would have been more fun if more fun people had gone with me too. I'm not trying to say that guy from my CG who went with me was no fun ok, please don't anyhow infer or stuff words into my mouth, yah. Haha. He was terrible + hoggible + horrendous!

Was very grateful that my classmate collected all my stuff for me. At least my work wouldn't be like some homeless soul...Haha.

Day 2

2 days of attachment over. The 1st day was a day of socialising-with the RJ people in my team, and the 2nd day was simply a day of confusion with the TJ people. Did a lot of computer work today, which I wasn't very sure what I was doing actually. Ok lah, I think I can roughly figure out how the program works lah. Got to go home exceptionally early cos we done our work faster. I mean how slow can it get for following instructions? It could have been much earlier had Albert not restarted our program 4 times.

Got the good news that Science Inno Day was cancelled. Phew. We were rather unprepared, but ZJ doesn't share the same sentiments. Had to sell the paperweights anyway. So sad I missed the ice-cream man today. Had to wait for 2 months later liao. Huh...

Tomorrow is going to be the last day. Monday will have to go back to school. So sian. Though attachment is also not very un-sian, but its still better than going to school, at least I get to wake up later than usual. Haha.

Finally

I survived the 3 tests. I'm so tired. Want to make this sweet and short. Looking forward to attachment the next 3 days.

Made up my mind!

I have finally made up my mind. At the really very last minute before the bell rang for Chem lecture. Biochem. I didn't bluff, I really did want and consider Food Chem, in fact I still think I prefer Food Chem. But, I just don't know... most of the people in my class are taking Biochem. I don't want to be the only gal in class taking the option. The lecture was sort of a recap of some Bio stuff, but I don't think its really that easy. Its only the first lecture. Its only the beginning.

Tomorrow is GE Day. How great that the polling station is just at the void deck opposite my block, since this promises a good 'scenary'. Haha. I guess today is also the last day for he parties to publicise themselves. I'm definitely going to miss those 'happenings-what each party say', the rallies and the pick-ups with those loudspeakers and some with the candidates standing on it, driving around. Perhaps have to wait for another 5 years before I can see these things again.

Going for attachment next week for 3 days, which means I only have to attend school on Monday, since Friday is Vesak Day, which also means PhysicsTest+Chem Test+Bio Mock SPA on Monday. My goodness, how am I going to survive?

Tired.

Never have been so tired after playing badminton before. For the first time. The extra game with SH was so tough. She really made me run from one corner to another, from the front to the back. Though tiring, it was challenging. Really enjoyed the entire game, though I was almost out of stamina. Haha, crazy!!!

Just now Chem S was rather boring. No lah, its me who found it boring only lah. I was so bored that I actually took out my handphone and played games. Gee, shouldn't have done that, but too bad lah.

Gonna face a difficult decision soon...Biochemistry or Food Chemistry? I don't really like Bio, if I'd liked it, I wouldn't have thrown my pen on the floor and gave up doing my tutorial and went to sleep instead. But its so...like revision lor cos its too similar to the Bio stuff learned. Food Chem sounds and looks so attractive and appealing and interesting and YUMMY! Haha, I love food lor. So to make a decision...its really hard. Sometimes I rather not have the choice, cos I wouldn't have to worry and think so much like what I'm doing now. 1 less dilenma, why not? But isn't it so contradicting when sometimes, I actually yearn for a choice when I'm not given one?

Long weekend

Long weekend, so people claim. Not very long leh...its Monday already. Tomorrow have to go back to school again, so sian. But at least, Labour Day has managed to save me from the tough 2hr GP lesson. Haha. But how I wish Labour Day is on Tuesdays...don't have to go for PE and S Paper. Maybe next year lor...as in next year this day will fall on Tuesday, but what I'll be doing I don't really know. Definitely not having PE or S Paper.

How I spent my so called "long weekend"? Eh...don't know leh...sneezing and coughing away...is that counted? Spent most of the time clearing my tapes. Watched 'The W Files' and found the show fascinating...fascinating-ly funny, especially the 2 Scientists-Gobi & Desert. Isn't that supposed to be Gobi Desert? Anyway, its funny as they tend to complete each others' sentences. So cute. Watched the Labour Day Concert on TV, I mean...heard some nice songs. Saw the Campus Superstars.

Satisfied.

Sick

Wanted to post yesterday, but had no time. I wasn't feeling well, so went to take a nap...When I woke up it was already 8pm. Went to shower, then ate dinner, then watched TV till I fell asleep again...all the way to 11am this morning. I thought some sleep would do my about-to-sore throat some good, but yah I thought...I was wrong. Its simply worse than ever. Now its sore throat + flu liao lor. Win already lor. I hate this! Is this the way I'm going to spend my long weekend? So much so for labour day, can't enjoy being sick lor.


I still want to say I hate it when people let the door slam in front of my face. Its damn rude lor. I don't mind mentioning his initials...who else but BC? I'm not expecting him to hold the door for me cos he's a guy and I'm a gal, and its only gentlemanly for him to do so. Lets forget abt the gentleman talk here, cos obviously he's not fit to be called one. But anyway, its basic manners that I'm talking about. So much so for 11 years of quality education...don't even know what simple manners are. I believe anyone, except him, would hold the door for the person behind him/her if you see someone behind right? I would do that for anyone, let alone my classmates.


Anyway, I was very sad yesterday lor. Not cos of that stupid BC, of course. I didn't feel like talking yesterday during bio lesson. I wanted to msg ZJ, but the stupid life science lab had no network.

!st times

Yesterday...
For the first time, I didn't post on my blog.
For the first time, I didn't go to the hub with ZJ to spam others' blogs.
For the first time, I went to some scholarship talk.


Today...
For the first time, I managed to run 2.4km in less than 14 mins...
For the first time, I didn't go home before my Physics S.
For the first time, I went to Bedok Central Hawker Centre with my CG gals to eat aboling and Chwee Kueh. So enjoying....
For the first time, I was almost threw off the bus because of some reckless bus driver or restless pedestrian.


So many first times...

!st Monday

My 1st time posting on a Monday...i think.


Today...nothing much except that I reached school exceptionally early...0645h i think. Never do physics TYS, but even though I reached school so early, I didn't do much either. Talked a lot. Haha. Sat with Jac during maths lecture, then did a GP essay after lunch. Mrs Ho saw what I was writing, took a look at my qns and asked me: "Are you serious?" I'm deadmeat. I really felt like just tearing up my whole essay. Whats the point of handing in something that I knew would doom me like crazy? Its also my 1st time (so I say) not knowing which qns to choose from. Out of 12 qns, I knew NONE!!! Serious. I crapped all the way through, see how I'm going to fail. Really, I rather take Chinese Lit than GP. At least Chinese is something I'm rather confident of, relative to English.


On my way home, there's this stupid bus driver who kept on jerking like mad. And some girls from some don't-know-what school, kept on screaming. So sickening. Woke me up leh! Then it rained again. Its always like that. No brolly again. Drenched again. Though I'm sneezing away like crazy now, I never believe in getting sick just because of staying in the rain for that short little while. Nah. I know ZJ'll feel that I'm germy like___, never mind. Haha.


Going out now.

Chox

Such a beauty...I'm referring to the chocolate. Had the urge to eat some real, silky and rich chocolate after reading that article in Changi Express. So tempting. But I doubt I can go beyond 2. If I eat 5, that would be a world record, cos my chox level is extremely not high. Haha.

Don't know what I was doing last nite, I was so blur or exhausted that I actually forgot to pack my lecture notes in my bag. I should say it didn't even cross my mind that I'm supposed to bring them. Imagine having to copy all the stuff twice for all 3 sciences...all my fault lah, what to do.

Went to the sports day eventually. But didn't go sports complex, hid at some places, became momentary nomads, migrating from 1 place to another, crossing our fingers not to get caught or spotted. Luckily...Made it to the airport in the end. 2nd sis's flight was delayed anyway. On the way back, saw a SIA plane "strolling" on the flyover. It was really humongous. Too bad, my fingers were not fast enough to snap a pix of it. What a pity.

It rained just after I reached home.Heavy rain as usual. 2nd sis was so curious as to why it kept on raining these few days. Enlighten me if you can. I don't know the answer to her question. Went Cold Storage to "steal" a watermelon. So heavy. Just like the rain. By right, anyone in the right sense of mind wouldn't walk some distance to buy a large watermelon in such horrible weather. But we are some crazy people. Can't help. Haha.

Dinnertime.

Rainy Day

Rainy afternoon. Extremely heavy rain. No brolly. Drenched. When I bring my brolly, it NEVER rains, but once I take it out of my bag, it rains. Cats and dogs and elephants and giraffes. I swear never to bring my brolly again. So din dei, aka take up space. How interesting man, that type of weather was simply too perfect to sleep, but I can't. So sian, so tired. Today had mass PE. Had to run 4 rounds as a class, then do some "Äctive Recovery" exercises. Don't think I'd recoverd from anything, but it was definitely active.

I hated the way this teacher commented about my work. So what if I like to do my tutorials in my way? What's his problem? He thinks I'm poor. I'm not super-duperly rich, but poor-defintely not!

And today was chem practical. At first I found myself to be so unfortunate to be grouped with _____, but eventually I realised that it wasn't that bad afterall. But I changed my mind again, when he dumped the group report to me. I meant both slackers. I dom't mind doing actually, but I hated their attitudes. PW was already a very GOOD experience already, now again. So much so for group work, its so sickening. How I envy Eliza's group. At least people contributed ideas. For my group, I guess it'd be me and G only. Its really irritating. Why are these people like that???

Tomorrow is some Track and Field Finals. ZJ not going. Not fun one. Wanted to go airport to pick up my sis, but don't think I can go now, cos they asy attendance will be taken. They claimed the same last year, but all of us were conned. No attendance taken at all. I still remember Ah Chong's reaction last year. Vividly. I was outside the office last year, when all the teachers laughed at how the students were tricked to stay back. Think history is going to repeat soon.

Rainy day, rainy mood.

Jerky talk

Just now mass civics was about how not to marry a jerk. Many felt that the (loud)speaker was very funny, but I don't think so leh. Imagine me falling asleep for half the talk an msging someone who tagged rubbish in my blog...how interesting or funny can the talk get huh? Maybe I got a funny sense of humour or a very high joke-level or maybe just say that i've got an attitude problem lah. But however funny the talk is, there's no need for the guy behind me to laugh so loud that I'm being woken up so many times. Sickening. I know of a super duper jerk, Eliza does too. and many in ZJ's class haha. But I don't care.

Finally a full stop or maybe a comma to this series of tests. First was physics, then maths then chem then bio...all killer papers and very deadly somemore. I betcha there would be lotsa careless mistakes. Maths was a very good example. So sian. And I think Ah Chong would puke blood seeing my test paper, never an answer that's rubbisher than mine.

Anyway, i just love Wednesdays. Cos I can always hang out in the hub with my spammer friend, spamming and laughing. Feel like eating mint ice cream now...

Oh just 2 jokes to share. First, one maths lecturer looks like some harry potter ghost. Then is one male teacher looking that a packet of milk. Joker. And I will try not to sit next to the projector in the LTs next time, in case I knock against it and the screen starts to vibrate again.